We finally found an apartment last night and we will be able to move on as of September. Instead of feeling exited I ended up having the worst anxiety attack I’ve had since Dave died. My husband just sat there, not knowing what to do.
I need to see someone about this and about the overwhelming depression that hit hard with it, but finding a non-religious counselor here in Amish country is impossible and I have no where to be alone for online counseling.
Is there anyone who knows how to find non-religious counselors/psychiatrists?
I’m here bitching about my pointless frustrations and I get the call that my grandmother died…
Life is harsh in how it gives you perspective.
They say women who workout 20 min or more have a higher sex drive…that is far too true and I never imagined that as a survivor of multiple sexual assualts, I’d be in a marriage where I’m the one nagging for some nocturnal workouts more often. It’s weird and I’m actually proud because I never thought I’d be able to get married, let alone enjoy sex after the things I’ve endured.
Sorry if that seems like TMI, but I feel like I’ve won a battle.